Category: Meran’s Thoughts

Realizing Me

The last few months I have done a lot of thinking and as a result of said thinking I have had a few epiphanies about myself and who I will be in the future. When I was younger and I imagined myself with children I always pictured myself like one of those super moms who

Enjoy Today and Be Thankful

          The last year and a half has been a time of learning for both Steven and I. We have learned a lot about each other and about ourselves. I especially have learned that life is something that I can’t control. Even the little things or the things that may seem

Please Forgive me

Dear God,I just started a new job and I wanted to fit in. I wanted to be accepted so things would go smoothly. I decided to keep my head down and not rock the boat. At my job everyone swears like a sailor and most of them crack really inappropriate jokes. I have dropped some

Reflections

This year has been packed full to the brim it feels like. It started off fairly smoothly with Steven and I being in decent health, both of us having jobs and and living in an apartment with neighbors we both liked. We were getting settled into our lives well and I liked that. Sure it

Primed and ready

When I was around 16 years old I realized that the greatest calling on my life was to be a mother. I mean sure at that point I was no where near ready to fulfill my calling but it had been whispered in my ear none the less. Fast forward 10 years and here I

Broken and Torn, but God is Good

I must confess that this blog post went through about five different titles over the past few days. There has been so much going on this last week I didn’t exactly know where to start but I think I finally do. God is good. That is what I must start with but I have to

Pure genius

So as many of you know my husband is simply…A GENIUS!!! When we were first dating my phone, that i had at the time, had broken and I couldn’t charge it. It would work fine but the port where the chargerplugged in was wanked out and so I simply got a new battery. I asked

one trip begins a marathon

The last few days have been interesting. I have sort of let myself go. For instance I had Oreos for breakfast today and the other day I had two cupcakes for a snack. Yeah not good. All that junk in my stomach and organs is not healthy in the slightest. I’ve been thinking to myself,

Advice anyone?

Well here I am again. Last time I wrote about saying goodbye to dieting forever and I am sticking to that wholeheartedly. However my mind continues to go back to it. For instance, for the last few months I had been feeling rather nauseated most of the time I waited it out for obvious reasons

Addict and admitting it…finally

I had an epiphany today. Well actually it was an epiphany that I had at the beginning of this year and quickly dismissed it for me regular course of action. What is that said course of action? Dieting. Please don’t stop reading just yet. I know that many of you have been down this road