the countdown of 30

Today is the marking of the real countdown. What do I mean by that? its exactly 30 days till I say I DO to the man I love. its one of the most thrilling thoughts in the world but to be honest its also one of the most sobering thoughts as well. I have no doubt in my mind I want to marry Steven but the though of dedicating my life to someone till the day I die…that is a HUGE commitment and I can’t even commit to a cellphone company for more than one month! I am beyond excited to be the new Mrs. Rhodes but I also realize at least in part what that new title will mean and that’s a big load to think about. Well…here it is. 30 days till my wedding and I can’t wait 😀