one trip begins a marathon

The last few days have been interesting. I have sort of let myself go. For instance I had Oreos for breakfast today and the other day I had two cupcakes for a snack. Yeah not good. All that junk in my stomach and organs is not healthy in the slightest. I’ve been thinking to myself, “its not a diet so it doesn’t matter what I eat.” But that’s exactly not it. Its not about loosing a few pounds any more so it is so much more important how I treat my body. Its not a temporary fling that I have to wade through to get to the other side. this about my entire life so yeah its more important. With that in mind I have decided to get back on the horse of treating my body well again, to continue the upkeep of the house of God. This isn’t going to be easy. Breaking old habits is never easy. Simple, yes….easy, no. I’m going to try and go 90% gluten free to help this cleansing process. I am going to try and eat more vegetables. I am trying to eat small meals every 2 to 3 hours of the day so I am not overloading my system in one sitting. One thing I also have to say is I will fail. no I am not condemning myself, I’m simply admitting the truth for once. I am human and I will fail. I will want to fail sometimes and others it might just sneak up on me. The more important truth is this, when I fail to dust off my knees and to continue on the road God has set before me. I am on a mission and that mission is to be in this marathon for the rest of my life. To take care of my body the way that is healthy and good. I will not give up.